I Sweated Blood At Night About It
What gives me the most anguish today-and I think then-was the recognition of the errors we made, that the course we were on was not going to achieve our objective. I couldn’t seem to get us off that course and achieve the objective at less cost of human life. That was the stress. He [Craig McNamara now a farmer in California] was at Stanford and was eligible for a college deferment, but he decided not to request it....